It's not over.

Just needed a quick little vent sesh.. Seems as though my thoughts are eating me alive. 

After trials comes joy. But often after joy comes more trials. At this point I had found joy In my life. After facing one of the hardest trials I have ever faced I realized that it won't ever end. The remorse is never ending. A terrible situation for a 16 year old girl has come caught up with 18 year old me. Just as I am preparing myself to really move on with my life and to begin again I was quickly reminded of my past. In fact I will not only be reminded of it but I will live it for a short time. As harmless as it seems this was what shaped me. I did not know how in tune I was with choosing the right. Many times it has felt wrong and left me with feelings of guilt, sorrow, and depression. I'm determined to take this on and to grow from my experience. It was the right thing to do and that will never change... Just needed a little spot to write my thoughts and remind myself not to feel the sorrow that I felt. 

New (maybe improved)

Since my last blog was created when I was 11 years old I decided to create a new one... I've recently added to that blog and may continue to update it but just thought a fresh start was needed. After all I'm about to have a fresh start on life. :) 

P. S. 28 days until GRADUATION 🎓